Today was second chemo day. Mentally it was real hard for me to go back up to Cleveland for another dose. I was just getting my brain back. I was feeling energetic and hopeful. Only to get shot down again.
I did find out that one the medications I was taking caused that manic feeling. I thought it was the Neulasta shot but it was the nausea medicine. Apparently there is a form of many breast cancer patients only receive four cycles. And the side effects will get progressively worse.
Or they could get better and this is really kicking the cancer's but.
I am opting for the last one.