I just spent a nice few minutes with my friend Shiela. I also spent an hour in quiet reflection in the Adoration Chapel at Queen of Heaven.
Why the big deal? Despite the anxiety and worry that I have in the back of my mind, I really feel OK about everything. Maybe it is just shock's way of coping but I am OK with that.
I am very calm and positive. I am taking the right steps towards this appointment and occurrence. This is not the end. I am not going to believe that it is.
I will keep praying, believing and hoping. I hope you do as well.